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Tuesday, 27 September 2016

Please don't mock sufferers of schizophrenia

When I was informed on Sunday that I was being whacked by someone, I made it a point not to find out who exactly was the one doing so.

It's because if I ends up reading the bad things written about me, then I believe I would be tempted to retaliate.

Honestly, I don't want that because for me such a quarrel is stupid.

Then came this comment,

Just when I thought the Fat Soh can sink no lower (given her hefty avoirdupois), I see she has stooped unbelievably lower to using the troubled life of the child actor (who acted as anakin) in her vendetta against Annie.

To gloat and chortle over that poor guy's schizophrenia just to use his moniker Ani to hantam our Annie....ugh, that Fat monster is seriously nasty.

What miserable, unlovable, vile creature. Sickening. Doesn't she realise how disliked and loathsome she is?

She should look into the mirror (at the risk of it shattering in fright) and ask herself if her actions make her any nicer or attractive.

Instead of posting old photos of her stroking her striped pussy.


That comment made me curious.

Is the whacking of me that bad, or did the commentator merely exaggerating?

When I checked, it turned out that the commentator was not exaggerating.

The blogger who attacked me did use the suffering of actor

Jake Lloyd 

 who is afflicted with schizophrenia to whack me.

I think that's really bad....and sad,

Why does it has to be that way?

Why can't the person who whacked me just goes straight to the point by saying "Annie is a mad smelly bitchy whore" or something like that?

Why the need to do so by mocking someone who is suffering from such a terrible ailment like that?

Schizophrenia is a very acute form of mental disability.

Not only the person afflicted with it suffers, his/her family and loved ones suffer too.

In the name of Allah, I personally know such a suffering and I wouldn't wish anyone to experience it...not even that person who whacked me.

Maybe I will write more about it one of these days.

I hope you all dear readers will try to learn more about schizophrenia.

If you do so, I'm quite sure you all will be sympathetic towards its sufferers and their loved ones.

Whatever it is, let us try to be mindful about what we write, especially when commenting about others....even if we dislike or even hate the other person.

At the very least, we should try not to drag innocent people who got nothing to do with our fight and use them as our instruments to vent our unreasonable hatred towards our (perceived) enemies.

Let us not lose our humanity, okay.

Sunday, 25 September 2016

About kena whacked and mamachari

Woke up quite early today.

Did the necessary and now just relaxing.

Sunday morning always make me extra lazy.

I have not went out of the house since yesterday.

My body is still a bit weak from my recent ailment.

So, I'm resting as much as I can.

Meanwhile, there's this Wassap message from a friend which I received earlier saying someone was whacking me upside down again.

That one probably because my blogging captain Rocky highlighted my last post about Permata.

I noticed that I got whacked extra hard whenever Rocky did that. Probably because it lends quite a lot of credibility to what I wrote.

I didn't even bother to ask my friend who was the one whacking me. Must be one of those mercenary bloggers being worried that I may get some sorts of funding for supporting Permata and in the process take away their portion.

Actually, there should not be any worry about that.

My whacker can check with Rocky and he will confirm it that I'm not being paid to write that post about Permata.

Hey, unlike those mercenary bloggers, I got a job, okay.

I just like the Permata programme, especially the initiatives to help children with autism and their family.

Actually, I support any effort by people who want to help children and adults with autism. It doesn't matter who they are, I will support them.

Well, if I got whacked because of that, then it's worth it.

Whack la all they want, I'm fine with it.

In the case of my last post, I just don't want Permata to be closed down and those children have to suffer for it.

Well, like that also kena whacked....what to do, some people are just like that la. Too much hate, I guess.

Anyway, I actually do have a plan for today.

Later I'm going to a bicycle shop to get myself a “mamachari”

My boss had been advising me to start cycling to improve my health.

So, I better do it.

I don't like all those complicated sports bicycles.

A mamachari should do for me to go around the neighbourhood.

It should be a good enough exercise for me.

Here is a video about mamachari,

Nice, right.

Okay, I'm going to the kitchen now to fix myself some breakfast.

You all have a good Sunday.


Friday, 23 September 2016

Please don't whack Permata

I admitted in this post that I once asked for money from PM DS Najib Razak,

excerpts :

It happened shortly before I left Pahang for Johor after the general election in 2008.

I was desperately trying to raise fund for a centre for special needs children in Kuantan.

Those who really know me would know why getting the fund was very important to me.

I was running out of options when I decided to approach my friend.

He was very understanding when I told him about it and when I showed him all the documentation for the fund request, he promised to show it to Najib for consideration as soon as possible.

He understood why I had to settle the matter before I leave Pahang.

My friend came back to see me a week later.

Najib had approved an allocation for the fund from a special budget in his capacity as deputy prime minister.

I brought up this story again because I read this article just now,

Permata’s work with autistic children worth the money

It quoted Permata Kurnia director Associate Professor Dr Hasnah Toran.

excerpts :

“PK (Permata Kurnia) had done six live-stream public forums for those living outside of the Klang Valley and we have also launched a massive open online course on autism called iKurnia.
“Last year we went to 11 states and Insyallah (God’s willing), this year we will conduct a training module for teachers of autistic children in the Klang Valley.
“It’s easy for some to belittle us via their keyboards but remember, every time you make fun of Permata, you are also belittling the efforts of our staffs who have been working for the future of Malaysian children.
“We at Permata are very grateful that DSRM (Rosmah) is very concerned over gifted children and the need for people to not only be aware of these children but to also aid them,” she wrote.
I'm quite familiar with the works of Dr Hasnah and know a bit about her life.

She is not a political person and works mostly for the betterment of special needs children, especially those with autism and their families

Because of my experience as I told in the above previous posting, I believe I can understand her sentiment when she defended Permata and its founder, Najib's wife DS Rosmah Mansor.

I think we need to be fair.

Whacking Permata which is meant to assist children, including those with special needs is not fair.

I believe that those who are going after Najib, should not make Permata their target.

It's being mean to do that, okay.

To read in full what Dr Hasnah wrote about Permata, please click on this Facebook link ;

Facebook posting by Dr Hasnah Toran

This is a report on Permata Kurnia (the Permata division which assist children with autism) by Astro Awani,

Thursday, 22 September 2016

About wasted effort, Mcoba boys and a bit of Guan Eng

In my last post

I wrote -

I also didn't get excited when Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad met the Yang DiPertuan Agong to submit the Citizens Declaration demanding the resignation of PM DS Najib Razak.

What can the Agong do anyway?

And this is the latest on it -

Agong Doesn't Interfere In Issues Raised By PPBM - Najib

KUALA LUMPUR, Sept 21 (Bernama) -- Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said Yang di-Pertuan Agong Tuanku Abdul Halim Mu'adzam Shah had explained to Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad that he could not interfere in the efforts made by Parti Pribumi Bersatu Malaysia (PPBM).

The Prime Minister said he had been informed by the Yang di-Pertuan Agong about the audience granted by the King to Tun Dr Mahathir, who is also PPBM chairman, at Istana Anak Bukit, Alor Setar, last week.

"At the meeting, the King had taken note of the issues raised by Tun Dr Mahathir. However, the Yang di-Pertuan Agong also explained to Tun Dr Mahathir that he could not interfere in the efforts made by PPBM," he said in a statement today.

Najib said that this was because the declaration made by PPBM did not comply with the constitution and any action should be taken according to the normal practice which was through the Parliament and the election system for the people to make a decision.


Well, I have been advocating for everyone to calm down and wait for the general election from the start of the whole thing.

If you want to see Najib ousted so much, just vote BN out at the polls.

That should be the only way.

No need to waste so much time and energy on the other things.

People actually need the time and energy to work and make their lives better.

You all know lah these days, everyone complaining about how hard life is.

If that's really the case, then I think everyone should work harder instead of being pre-occupied with things that they can't do nothing about.

Ya, everyone should just do things better instead of merely bitching.

If you are a student, study harder and get good grades so that your PTPTN loan can be converted to scholarship.

That's better than just whining about the perceived hardship and following around creepy people like Hishamuddin Rais at anti-government rallies.

Honestly, if I'm the Agong, I would throw away the Citizens Declaration just because there's the creep's signature on it.

"Sorry, Che Det. I actually can kick out Najib but I'm not going to do that just because you gang up with such a creepy guy," I would have told Dr Mahathir.

Hey, just look at the guy, okay. He's plain creepy and I think all young and old handsome men should stay away from this Mcoba boy.

Meanwhile, on another matter, the

AG gets leave for contempt proceedings against Guan Eng

I think they are really going to get him this time.

Or at least they can make him shut up for a while.

I know from a friend in his camp that those close with Guan Eng were worried about him.

So, all that were not just for show.

Guan Eng can actually ends up in jail again.

On yet another matter, last night I got a message from a friend asking me who is the MB meant by RPK in this story of his,

Menteri Besar blackmailed by Mahathir

Of course I know who is the MB meant by RPK.

It's an old story, actually.

But I told my friend not to bother himself with such stories.

I'm not a big fan of that MB, but to float such an accusation against him, in my opinion was not fair.

And RPK did another posting about him just now as I'm writing this,

The faggot Menteri Besar under Mahathir’s thumb

Guess someone really wants that MB to be thrown out.

Well, this is all very sordid.

How I wish that Malaysian politics is more matured.

Oh by the way, if I'm not mistaken RPK is also a Mcoba boy while the said MB is not.

Sunday, 18 September 2016

Write to make Malaysia better

Things are really slow on the political front of late.

No real hot issues.

Most of the highlights are repeats.

Even the recent start of membership registration drive by new Pribumi party was a tame affair.

I also didn't get excited when Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad met the Yang DiPertuan Agong to submit the Citizen Declaration demanding the resignation of PM DS Najib Razak.

What can the Agong do anyway?

Honestly, things are politically boring at the moment.

Just consider this, the latest hot new issue is about that "insult" that Jeff Ooi tweeted about the passing of Pas spiritual leader Datuk Haron Din.

I think that's quite pathetic.

Can't they argue about other more intelligent stuff....or at least funny things?

Such a waste of time, if you ask me.

I rather read about how to improve our everyday life.

As you all know, people are complaining about the supposedly tougher life now.

Raising costs of living, they said.

Maybe the clever bloggers and other online scribes can write on how the people can earn more so that they can improve their lives.

Let's say you are a popular blogger, maybe you can write about how the public can apply for government's assistance to set up a small business to supplement their income.

I think the readers will appreciate that more than if a blogger continues to whine about the same boring political stuff over and over again.

Writing helpful stuff is definitely better than whacking other people and trying to make Malaysians hate each other.

Really, there are even those who try to encourage the Malays to unite, become racists and religious extremists and throw the Chinese into the sea.

All that just to get higher place in the Alexa ranking?

Why can't these people be more positive?

Write la about how to make Malaysia better.

If not so clever like me, try to write more down to earth but helpful things.

That's what I do whenever there's nothing hot to write about.

Like giving good tips such as this,

It's simple, but I believe there are ladies who would appreciate such tips.

You all would not believe it if I tell you that there are so many women who tend to forget about the importance of simple stuff which I highlighted in that post.

See, Malaysia will be a better country if its women are nice, less bitchy, reasonably intelligent and smell good as I proposed in that post.

Hey, don't you think that's better than trying to encourage a more racially polarised Malaysia?

But of course this is still a free country, and people have the right to express themselves.

So, I don't expect those people to stop trying to get the Malays on one side and the non-Malays on the other.

But I think you all dear readers would be wiser and not let yourself be influenced by those bad people.

Do try to instead spend your valuable time reading about things which help make your life better or at least entertain you a bit.

Okay, that's all for this fine Sunday morning.

I need to get to the kitchen now and cook something for lunch.

Here's something educational and entertaining on the weight-loss industry in Japan to round up this posting,

See, that's beneficial, isn't it?

It's good to learn how to lose weight a bit, okay.


Friday, 16 September 2016

Things are not so bad

My mother and most of her side of the family are in Singapore now celebrating the Mid-Autumn festival.

I'm supposed to be there too but can't make it because of my ailment.

I'm still wearing this koyok my mother bought me when she was in Japan last year.

It's quite good. Very warm for the aching parts of my body.

Anyway, I need to save my energy for work.

Well, it's a bit silly to celebrate mid-autumn when we have no such season here, but what the heck, it's fun to be with the family, have big makan, play mahjong etc.

My mother's side of the family celebrate almost everything they feel worth celebrating.

My father on the other hand is the opposite of all that.

He hardly celebrates anything.

Not even his birthday.

He doesn't even seems too enthusiastic to celebrate Raya.

That's just the way he is, being brought up in a quite poor family.

Celebrations are luxuries and he's simply not used to them.

Anyway, I think I prefer the way of my mother's family.

Much happier.

It's good that we can still celebrate things like the mid-autumn festival.

It reminds us that things are not so bad and there are still reasons to count our blessings.

Better than those in other places where people have no luxury to celebrate anything.

War, famine, natural disasters, etc....well, at least we don't have those nasty things here.

To learn more about mid-autumn festival, you can watch this video,

 Okay, I need to get ready now for an important dinner tonight.

Have a good weekend guys.

Wednesday, 14 September 2016

Too much painkiller

It's quiet and peaceful where I am now.

Still resting.

I can hear birds chirping outside the window.

Half of my body is still aching.

Wish I don't have to ever get up.

But I have to go to work tomorrow.

Need to earn a living.

It's the bottom line for me.

As I previously wrote, all the nonsense that are happening actually don't really matter to me.

What really matter to me are survival and living a good decent life.

Why should I care about some self-serving politicians trying to tell everyone how to think and behave.

Fuck off to them, okay.

I'm not going to listen to them.

As if they really care about my well being.

End of the day, I will vote for those I think can make my life better and improve things for the future.

Plain and simple.

Those selling all the rhetoric can shove those up their ass.

I'm not buying them.

Bloggers, myself included, who are they? Are they any better than you all that they are qualified to tell you how to think?

I don't think so.

I'm writing just to express myself and putting my thoughts on record.

That's all.

It doesn't really matter to me whether you agree or disagree with me.

I'm not trying to teach you all how to think.

Again, let me reiterate - mine is just an insignificant anonymous blog.

I'm definitely not taking part in a popularity contest.

I don't need to show the world or a paymaster that my blog is high up in the stupid Alexa ranking.

I don't need to do that because I don't have that kind of ego or the need for lots of money.

I'm also definitely not an ustazah to teach you all about Islam and Muslims

I'm not a penyelamat ummah.

My knowledge of my religion is not much - Darjah Lima Sekolah Agama Johor.

Definitely not the credential of a penyelamat ummah.

Actually, I rather be a penyelamat nyawa, like those good doctors now hounded for allegedly not paying their taxes properly.

But I'm not qualified to be like them too.

Well, I'm not even a highly moral person to teach you right and wrong.

I'm not even trying, okay.

Most of the time I was just presenting the facts as I know and understand them.

That's all.

It's for you all to decide how to form your own opinion.

Okay, I think I'm rambling again. Can go on like this the whole day.

Maybe it's  the medication.

I better stop here before you all think I'm going crazy.

You all better enjoy this song instead,

Yup, I think I'm just stoned at the moment.

Too much painkiller :)